Camera Out of Nothing

I’m taking a small photography course right now (Digital Photography and Image Theory), about photographic images in a world of digitalized media. The course is a combination of lectures and theory, but also of practical problem solving and assignments as the course progresses.

The theory is extremely interesting, putting the origin of photography and its development into a historical and social context. I find that the way I think about photography is evolving. But I must say that I enjoy the practical assignments even more!

The very first assignment was to create my own camera obscura using my own home. It’s been something I’ve wanted to try for a while, ever since me and Jed went to Scotland last year and visited the Camera Obscura museum in Edinburgh. We even bought a little pinhole camera kit to try out, but we never found the opportunity to use it.

Anyhow, my problem with this assignment is that usually the easiest way to do it is to black out your apartment, and then project light from the outside world into your camera obscura. What makes it easier is that you have a lot of nice, sharp daylight outside. I didn’t have the time to do this during daytime though, and since it now becomes pitch black quite early in the afternoon, there was no daylight to be seen when I came home from work. So I had to do the whole thing completely within the confines of my home.

Luckily I have a small storage room (well, nowadays it’s my tiny, wonderful, happy-place crafting studio, of course) with a doorway facing my bedroom. Commence blackout!

Jed helped out, of course, being just as interested in the result as I was. Also, he had to pose in the shot so that there was something more interesting in it than our messy bed and balcony window.  So, we used a ton of black bin liners and masking tape.

And then some more bin liners in the place where I cut the little hole for the light projection. A small frame was made onto which I taped a thin sheet of oven paper.

Sure enough an image appeared on the oven paper, but very blurry and not so bright. To make it better I needed to get rid of any light pollution, and make the hole smaller and more even. Loads of tin foil was used (I’m sorry, Mother Nature. It was in the name of Papa Science) on the outside of the black bin liners. Also, black cardstock was placed on top of the old hole to create a better one, but this time I made a tiny hole and made it much more even.

And suddenly I saw an upside-down image of my bedroom projected on the oven sheet. It felt sorta cool.

Results really approved. Awesome! So, with my camera on a tripod I could take this camera obscura portrait of Jed in our bedroom. How cool is that? I made a camera from bin liners, tinfoil and masking tape.

I know it’s been done a billion times, even by Aristotle. But this time I did it :)

Say ‘ello to my little friend

I completely forgot to blog about this, I was too busy trying it out and going on holidays and going to work and that sort of thing. But, here it is, my new friend:

 

I’ve been wanting to upgrade my old 400D for a while now, and had started saving up with the goal that if I found the 60D with the 18-135 lens for a certain prize I would get it. I thought that would maaaaybe happen sometime next year. So it was quite a surprise to me when, one beautiful sunny day in the middle of August, me and Jed went into a camera shop just to have a little bit of a dirty fumble with it, and I found out they had it on offer for the prize I’d set my limits to. I had no choice. It was faith? I deserved it? The shop was actually a time travelling machine that took us one year into the future to sell me a camera?

It’s a mystery. It was mad luck. And I really needed to cheer myself up. Anyways, now it’s MINE (and I will love it and hug it and call it George), and I don’t regret it for a minute. Also, my dear old 400D got relocated to friendly home, which feels oddly comforting. I can’t describe this in a way that doesn’t sound smutty, but it’s hard not to develop some sort of intimate relationship with something you have both your hands on that often. I guess that’s why some people love their car or their penis so much nooo can’t write that, way to dirty.

 Over and out, peeps!

Funny Little Cat Person

Sixxten is all settled in an enjoying his (our) new home. He has clearly stated that it is his domain. Not in the club? Tough! I don’t know if I’ve mentioned it, but he has a cat phobia. For real. Dogs are sort of okay, as long as they don’t mess about. Other cats? Noes. Not welcome. There are no other cats in Sixxten Land but Sixxten.

Of course, it’s not really likely that another cat would sneak in through the main entrance, push the button for the lift, go up a couple of floors, ring our door bell and let itself in. Sixxten does not understand this. I have tried to explain it to him. Honestly. But the boy doesn’t believe me.

And he does not believe that the cat in the floor length mirror is actually himself. During daytime he’s mostly confused by this mirror and a bit weary. At night… he hisses and growls at it. Very. Loudly.

It’s not very restful to get woken up by an angry cat every night. Silly little cat person.

 

Collected (Photo Sunday Challenge)

In the midst of all the moving trauma (Boxes everywhere! Too few boxes! Bank loans!) I took the time to do a quick photo challenge for this weeks theme for the Swedish Flickr group Fotosöndag (Photo Sunday). This week the theme was “Samlad”, which could be translated as “Collected”. It took me a couple of days to come up with an idea. All I could think about was that all my earthly belongings were collected in a storage unit down the free way. And I wasn’t very inspired by the thought of photographing an entire mountain of brown boxes. But then I started thinking about how people collect things they think are beautiful, like different specimens of colourful butterflies and such, and I wanted to recreate that somehow.

This was the end result, that I posted on Flickr:

 

Collected: Best Friend
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This is what you need to take this picture:

  • Best friend who doesn’t mind to try and help with your rather fuzzy and crazy visions
  • Also best friend is very crafty and can make pretty antennae from pretty paper

  • Understanding boyfriend who doesn’t mind getting kicked out of his work space because it happens to have a glass door

  • Leafy overgrown flower bed outside your door where you can steal some greens
  • Frilly white kiddy umbrella from the toy store to tape on your floor lamp in futile attempt to create some sort of diffused lighting
  • Also, every type of movable light source you can find in your entire home

 

It really wasn’t an easy shoot for a happy amateur like me. The rain was pouring outside, there was little natural light, getting any sort of focus through the glass was hard, and so on. But we had a lot of fun, and that’s the best thing about all this! I have so many funny shots of Sara, she makes the best facial expressions! Here is a another shot I really like:

 

 

 

Other themes for Photo Sunday:

Hope (Photo Sunday)

I finally had a chance to take some photographs this week, other than during our vacation I don’t feel like I’ve had time to pick up my camera for months now. The Swedish Flickr group Fotosöndag (Photo Sunday) had set a new great new theme for this week, “Hopp”, which can be translated to either “Hope” or “Jump”. I got a rather clear vision on what shot I wanted, but I’m utter crap at describing to others what it is I want to accomplish. Luckily, my friend Sara is very patient and went through her whole wardrobe and did tests jumps for me while I searched for the right aesthetics in colour and fabric. And then she went on jumping when I took a bunch of shots. On the warmest day we’ve had in Stockholm so far this year. Where would we be without friends?

So this is the final shot, after some editing. I wanted it to have a similar vibe to my Horror shot from February, a sort of follow up if you will. My life is certainly filled with more hope than horror these days!

 

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This is my third entry for Photo Sunday since February, so, I have a slow pace to say the least! I guess it all comes down to time in the end. Hey, have we had time as a theme yet? Oh, probably… Anyway, here are links to the previous two themes I did:

Also I would like to share a couple of other shots from that day I really loved.

 

Contact (Photo Sunday)

There is a great Swedish group on Flickr called “Fotosöndag” (Photo Sunday) that presents a theme every week, and then on Sundays you post it and tag it and you get to see how cleverly everybody interpreted it. Pretty awesome, if you ask me. Some shots are pretty straight forward, some are way out there, and it doesn’t matter what camera you have or if you’re a pro or an enthusiast, everybody is welcome.

This week the theme was “Contact”, and I had some fun ideas, but I felt I’d rather get it done with something uncomplicated than stress out and try some crazy stunt. So, in all simplicity, this is my version of Contact:

 

 

And of course, you can also see it on my tiny Flickr account. I created a set just for Photo Sundays, hopefully it’ll grow!

 


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Positive Negative: Finding an old trip

I continue with my Positive Negative project and have now gone through fourteen batches of old negatives, scanned some of the pictures and then tossed the negatives away. There have not been a lot of pictures even worth scanning, but I picked out some favourites from some occasions. It feels really good to get all this in order, there really is no point keeping boxes of old negatives. So far I haven’t found one photo I think I will actually ever want to print to paper copy ever again, so the scanned files will do.

I found these old pics from around 1997 when me and my friend Sara from upper secondary school rented some bicycles and biked around Gotland. I actually went camping voluntarily!  Bah, I look so young… We made it around the entire route we planned, no rain, not starving, no major injuries. I think it was my first vacation “on my own”, so to speak.

 


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Årets Bild 2011

Det här är ett sånt inlägg då jag önskar att jag var lite fräckare och vågade posta folks bilder. Men det finns gott om länkar därute!

Årets Bild gick av stapel här om dagen, i år med 15 klasser. Det här är Sveriges äldsta (och största) tävling för profesionella fotografer, och har arrangerats av PFK (Pressfotografernas Klubb) sedan 1942. Juryn fick utvärdera 4 633 bilder i år. Tufft jobb!  (Tufft som i svårt). De får alltså ta sig an HELA materialet. När jag tittar på några av de vinnande bilderna kan jag inte hjälpa att jag får en hisnande känsla i magen. Tätt inpå döden, många av dem.

I år fick fotograferna på Aftonbladet hela 11 utmärkelser, varav sju gick till Magnus Wennman, som också blev “Årets pressfotograf”. Väl unt, han är en berättare av rang. “Årets bild” gick däremot till Peter Wixtröm, som tog bilden på självmordsbombaren i Stockholm i december förra året. Sveriges första självmordsbombare. Initiellt kunde jag inte bestämma mig för om jag trodde (känner/fabulerar) att priset delades ut för själva nyheten eller för själva fotot. Men det är verkligen ett känsloladdat foto. Trots att det förmodligen vimlar av människor, blåljus, avspärrningar och sirener runtomkring ligger denne döde man ensam i bilden. Det är ett fruset och tyst ögonblick. Han hade ett syfte, men det enda som hände var att en familj förlorade sin far. Så slutgiltigt, så onödigt.

Juryns motivering för Årets Bild 2011:
“Perspektivet och den grafiska enkelheten styr betraktarens uppmärksamhet mot den obehagliga sanningen. Bilden är både brutal och utlämnande. Terrorn är inte längre ett hot mot Sverige – den är ett faktum.”

 

Även DN kammade hem en del priser, fem stycken, och bland annat fick Anette Nantell första pris i kategorin “Årets vardagsliv i Sverige”. Bilden kommer från ett bildreportage om Alia Khalifa (som till exempel avböjde att skaka hand med finansminister Anders borg). Den vinnande bilden visar henne och hennes vänner när de bowlar i Rinkeby Bowlinghall.

Båda tidningarna har så klar bilder och bildspel på sina hemsidor. Man kan också se ett bra bildspel på SVD.

 


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Positive Negative

 

I have a huge quantity of old photo negatives. Loads: boxes and boxes of them. I don’t know what’s in them, really, and they are not in any good order.It would just be nice to see what I have hidden away, have some order and maybe try to date some of the photos. Half of them can probably be tossed away, and the other half needs to be sorted and possibly scanned, but this is one of those projects that need a lot of dark and rainy nights (when you don’t want to go outside and do more interesting things anyway). I always say I’ll start on them, you know, “next fall”, but so far I haven’t. Well, screw it. I might as well start WHENEVER because it’ll take me a lifetime anyway.

If I find any photos that I like, or that I just find interesting for some reason, I might post them here. This is my plan, at least. We’ll see, there are only so many blurry horse photos I will have the determination to go through.

I’ll start with this anyhow: It’s a single frame I found in an old paper bag in a box on a shelf in the realm of My Crap. It happens to be a photo of yours truly. It was taken with my dad’s old manual Pentax in the spring of 1995. I only know this because that was the time we got to take a photography class in school, and I processed the film myself.

 


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What’s in a Photograph?

I’ve been thinking a lot about the different values in photographs, lately (and wrote a little bit about it here). My photography teacher brought them up three different categories in one of his classes: personal, aesthetic and interpretation value.

You have the ones with personal value, like vacation photos or snap shots of your cat. I have a lot of those, and I love them. The photos I took in Italy last year means something to me because when I see them, they fit into a context for me, I have memories and emotions tied to them by default. However, even though other people might think they are nice enough pictures to look at, with no context or personal value, it is simply hundreds of pictures of picturesque facades and green Tuscany hills. A picture of my cat Sixxten is dear to me, but if you take me and Sixxten out of the equation, it’s just a picture of a cat. These are the kind of photos most of us want to take. We want great pictures of things that have personal value to us. Let’s call them photo album shots.

Then there are photos with aesthetic value, photos that are pleasant to look at, but don’t necessarily involve any specific meaning. Clean lines (like in an architecture shot), inanimate objects (like beautiful flowers or a steaming cup of coffee in the morning light), or a pretty landscape or sunset. There might be silhouettes of a couple in the picture, walking hand in hand in that pretty sunset, but we can’t see their faces, so they are an anonymous part of the motif. That is the point; these pictures are strictly about the motif. They could be framed and hung up on a wall in most homes. There is nothing wrong with that, of course, there’s a reason for their commercial value after all. Let’s call them picture frame shots.

I think almost everyone who owns a camera starts out using it for the first type of photos; for taking pictures with personal value. Some do it because it’s a sort of necessity, they want to have documentation of family members, birthdays and vacations, but that doesn’t have to mean that they find pleasure in the actual act of using the camera. That is completely fine. If you achieve your goal, whatever it is, go for it! Then there are people who not only want to document, but also are having quite a bit of fun using their camera, so they might take more pictures than necessary of relatives having Christmas dinner. I’m one of those people. I bring my camera to most family functions. I have plenty of grainy pictures that document almost every meal ever had on any family occasion (bad lighting, bad white balance, too high ISO). They don’t look great but they do the trick.

When you do start to enjoy using your camera more, you start to branch out, spending a little bit more time experimenting and taking those pictures that are more aesthetic than personal. Like the beautiful flowers and the clean lines of a cup of coffee in the morning. This is when you realise you’re a hobbyist photographer. You take pictures because you think its fun, not just because you need to.

I could safely say that I’m one of them. I have countless folders with pictures of pretty sunsets, buildings, interesting rocks on the beach, nicely shaped leafs, etcetera, etcetera, etcetera. They don’t mean a bloody thing to anybody, not even to me. I just thought the motif/shape/colour/angle/light was nice and I wanted to try and capture that. They have a purely aesthetic value (if I’m lucky enough to get the shot I envisioned in my head).

One category does not exclude the other, though. Obviously, if you take photos with a great personal value that is also aesthetically pleasing to look at, you’ve taken your photography one step further. Also, the photograph in itself becomes more noteworthy. It’s a sort of synergy effect.

Then there’s that elusive interpretation value. Or maybe a story-telling or narrative value would be a better expression. When motif or composition leaves room for interpretation, there’s place for a story. This story is free for anyone. Some people might not see in one picture what another does, and vice versa. Some of them can sometimes feel very hard (for me, at least) to understand and interpret emotionally, since they don’t just depict or illustrate or serve as a documentary function. Since it’s not a written media or a moving picture, that one frame has to say it all (or at least more than a thousand words). These photographs are often found in museums or galleries. Let’s call them gallery shots.

 

The funny thing is, that the more you leave out, the more room you leave for interpretation, the more available the picture becomes. More people can relate to it because they get to fill in the gaps.

 

Trying to create a narrative photo, a photo with room for interpretation, feels challenging. I mean, a photo is what it is, right? The components in the photo are directly portrayed and how can there be more to a photograph than you can actually see? Since photo manipulation has been a part of the art form almost since the beginning, not even that is true, but that’s a whole other can of worms (like the iconic picture of Abraham Lincoln from 1881, with his head attached to John Calhoun’s body, or the propaganda photos from Russia in the 20’s).

So what adds an interpretation value to a photograph? Thinking about all this makes me feel like I’m being sucked down into my literature studies again, like Alice falling into the rabbit whole. Is it the things you leave out? Is it conflict and contrast? Is it the familiar versus the unfamiliar?

When you create something you often have a hunch what it is you want to express. In the end I’m faced with the same problem as when I’m writing a story: I know what I want to say, but how do I get that down on paper?

I think a photo with personal value is very important. I think that no matter who looks at the picture, if the subject has no personal value to the photographer it looses some of its glow. I think combining two of either categories means you have dared to step out of your comfort zone and created something. I think that if you managed to get a little bit of all three in there, then you have photograph that will get a life all on its own.

Ansel Adams says: “Twelve significant photographs in any one year is a good crop”. I’d be happy if I took just one this year.


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